Sunday, February 22, 2009

I Hate That I Might Leave You Cht 11 (part 2 of the mini marathon)

song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4idIVkfoVo i own nothing marathon continued Nick's POV I sat down across from her and just looked at her. She was so beautiful. Even without makeup; and her hair in a ponytail. I could tell she was going to ride later. Listen we said it at the same time. You first again. She smiled S: Im sorry about Friday. I just didnt know what to do. I was scared because I didnt want us to end. N: yeah. Maybe the song was a bad idea. The point was to show you that I love you and dont want you to leave. I dont think I can do a long-distance relationship. I need to be able to see your face all the time. S: same here There was an unusual uncomfortable silence S: nick you know I love you and thats never going to change N: wh-what are you saying S: maybemaybe you and meneed a break N: WHY!! S: weve been dating for 4 years nick. We need to be sure we are right for each other ya know? See other people for a change. N: so were done. Just like that. She just looked at me. She stood up and kissed me one last time on the lips said sorry and left. I put my head in my hands and silently cried. After about 5 minutes, I got up and ran home. I burst through the door and ran straight up the stairs and into my room ignoring the whats wrong and are you okay from Kevin and my mom. I turned my music up loud and then a certain song came on I watched you wave goodbye As you rolled down our drive Without one single tear in your eyes I tried to be strong Forced a smile, said girl go on Ill be fine dont you worry bout me But inside I was holdin on Prayin that you might see Im all youll ever need How do I hurt? And how do I cry When so many times you let me down Where do I turn? And where do I hide. With all this emptiness inside Theres no use in lovin you at all So let me fall I try to make it through the days Of throwin all those things away The ones that remind me of you But soon theyll be nothin left But the bed where you laid your head The one that I wake up in, without you How do I hurt? And how do I cry When so many times you let me down Where do I turn? And where do I hide. With all this emptiness inside Theres no use in lovin you at all So let me fall How do I hurt? And how do I cry When so many times you let me down Where do I turn? And where do I hide. With all this emptiness inside Theres no use in lovin you at all Theres no use in lovin you at all So let me fall Let me fall By the time the song had ended, I couldnt see clearly because of all the tears. I cried myself to sleep for the first time in years. let me know what you think next part up in a few!

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